whoots. something just came into me.
last time i was thinking. GWH or not. doesnt matter.
get into syf or not doesnt matter.
omg. tell me im serious or what.
just recently, i was like I WANT TO GET IN SYF.
i want to get that GWH!
whee. now im just scare that.
all those things i just said will be JUST A DREAM.
=(. obviously i dont stand a high chance as im the weakest in my section.
its a fact i cant avoid. unless i work damn blooody hard.
IF only the band room is open everyday.
IF only i can bring home my horn & have the space to practice.
all i can do now is to read my scores over & over again.
i do fear.